Let's this straight and out in the open. I am livid. Livid, angry and very, very, very hurt. For circumstances I can't discuss ever, I am in a place now in my walk with God that, perhaps for the first time, I have a full understanding of what it means to leave your family behind, pick up your cross and follow Christ.
I am struggling with decisions I disagree with and I've come to the conclusion that God's will is uppermost in my life. My obedience to His will may be flawed and fragmented at best but I am damned if I don't submit myself to His will and His will alone.
I've never asked of anything from anyone before, at least not in this corner, but I ask now from anyone of you who stumbles into this corner, please keep me and my husband in prayer. We are at a crossroads and it is of utmost importance to us to know, without a doubt, that whatever road we choose, it is with but one thought in mind and it is the road that God has willed for us to walk and it is solely for the glory of God.
Grace and peace to you all.
